i really need to learn to keep quiet.
its becoming quite the problem.
i'm sorry.

i didn't go to school today.

my grandma died yesterday so my mom and i flew out to new jersey for the funeral.
because of the jewish tradition where you bury the dead within 24 hours a lot of people came and it was really nice. because my mom said that while she was visiting my grandma she had said, "i don't want a funeral because nobody will come."

well she was very wrong and i am glad. her kids, grandkids, cousinds, friends, loved ones were there. and the rabbi was really nice and the guy who owned the place was really nice too! boy could that man talk! my mom made a short speech at the funeral and i was so proud of her for doing it because this was all really hard on her. she also told me that she was really glad i came with her and i'm glad too. i haven't gone with her the last few times she went out because i knew my mom was upset about her mom dying and i just didn't know how to handle it. i'm not good with handeling people when they're upset, i'm sorry.

afterwards we all went out for lunch at one of my grandma's favorite places to eat and it was really nice. despite the fact that a lot of my family doesn't get along everybody played nice and it was great. it was so cold though, about 9 degrees, craziness.

i like seeing my relatives because i never ever do
and i like going to jersey because its pretty
and there's just somethin about it..
but i'm just glad to be home.

birthday
still sick
dinner
friends
3 day weekend.

yup.
i can dig it.

I have not looked at this thing in a few million years so i thought it was time to check up, hah.

well, im excited cuz tomorrow's my birthday
but nothing really happened today.
it SNOWED!!
it was fun.
emily tried to throw a snowball at me.
its all good, haha.

tomorrow's the end of the semester and im not gonna lie, im gonna miss some of my classes. okay not the class itself but the people in it.